Hey - it's been awhile. hope this comment finds you. the problem here is that you are looking to others to find your worth. you didn't come to earth to find your worth, you brought it with you. yes situations can disappoint but never confuse your value with the disappointment of scenarios not fulfilling expectations. YOU are a child of God with infinite worth! YOU are ALWAYS more than enough! Everything works together for your good! I'm not sure what has happened but I can imagine. Try to envision yourself as the sky and life's events as clouds. The sky is constant and blue and bright and beautiful. Sometimes all the bright blue expanse is covered by storm clouds. DON't attach to the clouds. be the sky, constant and bright. love & happy thoughts - MNJ
Funny, I never check this blog much anymore, but I've had one hellofaday. The kiddos all getting up and singing "Love is spoken here" almost killed me, there I was bawling as quietly as possible, no kleenex, them wondring what the hell is going on with me, and to make matters worse, having to teach the "Temple marriage" lesson in YW. What a happy day! He's trying to make things as good for me as he can, I'll certainly give him that, but it's becomming more and more apparent to me that what he really wants is the courage to leave. I can't give him that and I'm too much of a bitch to make it easy for him, take the fall, and send him on his way. Not my best day. Thanks for your words, though. I do see the analogy and have tried to be just that. I do have my clear sky days. :)
Hey - it's been awhile. hope this comment finds you. the problem here is that you are looking to others to find your worth. you didn't come to earth to find your worth, you brought it with you. yes situations can disappoint but never confuse your value with the disappointment of scenarios not fulfilling expectations. YOU are a child of God with infinite worth! YOU are ALWAYS more than enough! Everything works together for your good!
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure what has happened but I can imagine. Try to envision yourself as the sky and life's events as clouds. The sky is constant and blue and bright and beautiful. Sometimes all the bright blue expanse is covered by storm clouds. DON't attach to the clouds. be the sky, constant and bright. love & happy thoughts - MNJ
Funny, I never check this blog much anymore, but I've had one hellofaday. The kiddos all getting up and singing "Love is spoken here" almost killed me, there I was bawling as quietly as possible, no kleenex, them wondring what the hell is going on with me, and to make matters worse, having to teach the "Temple marriage" lesson in YW. What a happy day! He's trying to make things as good for me as he can, I'll certainly give him that, but it's becomming more and more apparent to me that what he really wants is the courage to leave. I can't give him that and I'm too much of a bitch to make it easy for him, take the fall, and send him on his way. Not my best day. Thanks for your words, though. I do see the analogy and have tried to be just that. I do have my clear sky days. :)
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